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Topic: New Here – Checking In
I'm so glad to have found your site. When I feel better I'll add to my history but for now let me introduce myself.
I've had a myriad of health problems since my 20's. I'm in my mid-50's now. In a nutshell I've had my thyroid and gall bladder removed, developed Celiac disease, Raynaulds (secondary), have suffered with severe pain, muscle weakness, fatigue and cognitive probs and horrible mood swings on and off pretty bad for about 2 years. Before that I had pain and fatigue but less severe and fewer bouts or flares. My doc said I had mixed connective tissue disease. I was given a DX of Fibromyalgia too.
I thought I had exhausted my resources last year when I had suddenly gotten really bad and went to an endocrinologist, a top rheumatologist and my OBGYN. I figured one of them would find something. I thought for sure it was a hormone related problem of some kind. My OBGYN blew me off and told me I was post menopausal and there was nothing she could do for me. The endo-guy said everything looked fine. The rheumatologist said the same all I had was slightly elevated ANA. I resigned my self to a DX of fibrormyalgia.
Well, only a few weeks after that, I was on a fibro board helping others to cope when a member said it sure sounded like Lyme disease to her. She sent me a couple of links and when I went to the first one I broke down in tears. I knew this was it. It just hit me in the gut – an AHA! moment. I had probably at least 80% of the Lyme symptoms on the check list.
I work outside for a living and have for 20 years. I grew up camping in a tent all over the U.S. As a kid, my idea of fun was crawling in the tall grass or tramping through the woods. I even had 2 small bulls-eye rashes in the last few years that were dismissed. Not only that but I had test after test for years and 2 times I was given the ELISA test for Lyme, so they were thinking “maybe” even then.
I kept getting new symptoms through the years. Sometimes they would go away. I was healthy enough otherwise so I think my body kept fighting “it” off successfully until it just finally got overwhelmed in the last few years. I also had some major surgery and emotional trauma within the last 10 years. I know those kind of things can trigger illness.
I'll cut to the chase…….. I found an LLMD in my state and went to him a few months ago. I took Doxy for 2 months with no noticeable results and had to switch to Zithrowmax and Plaquenil because of the photo-sensitivity with Doxy. I'm not liking this regimen so much. It's too early to tell if it's helping. It's only been almost a month on it. I have a definite cycle of flares and symptoms – 28 days – and it just happens to coordinate with the full moon so I can keep track easily.
I had an Igenex Western Blot that tested positive for bb by their standards – not he CDC's. I had 2 ++ positive bands and one equivocal. It was IGG. The IGM was negative for Lyme with one positive band.
I'm stressing about what to tell my Family Doctor. I felt him out about how he viewed the Lyme controversy before I saw the LLMD but knew I would be seeing him. Not good. He thinks they are quacks. My LLMD is almost 2 hours away so I can't use him for a regular doctor. I don't think he does that anyway. My regular Doc is usually open minded about new ideas and didn't have a problem referring me to the specialists last spring when I got so bad. I think he has given up on me but I don't know any other doctors I would go to. I've been with him for about 20 years. I don't want to tick (no pun intended) him off because until I get well, I need the pain meds and sleep aids he is willing to give me to help me cope. Without them I don't think I'd be here today. Life is not so good sometimes. I have such bad flares I just go to bed some days. I know others have it worse than me. I just can't imagine.
I've been on all kinds of meds. So far nothing has helped other than with symptoms. I do like Provigil for days I have to do things but don't have the energy. But I don't like to take it on a regular basis. I'm overwhelmed with all the info out there on Lyme. I don't like that my LLMD threw a bunch of new meds and suppliments at me at once. I didn't start them all at once. I slowly introduced each one to my system. How in the world would someone know which drug they were having a reaction to if they started 5 at once?
What can I say? I'm a skeptic. I've been burned too many times by too many people…… too many years of no one believing how sick I was. Am I allowed here?
I don't usually like the Lyme boards because they aren't scientific enough for me. Yes, I think Lyme is under diagnosed but I don't think everything that can't be explained is Lyme. I don't like the fact that if your post doesn't go along with their way of thinking it may disappear or you may be kicked off the site. It's never happened to me but I've known it to happen to others. It's not like that here, is it? I believe there are two sides to every story and I want to find out the answers for myself – not have them shoved down my throat. Sometimes the truth lies between the two sides.
I hate being sick like this. I pray every day to get better. I was full of vigor and vitality until about 5 years or so ago and just started really going down the tubes fast. Until recently, I was always in better shape than most people my age partly because I did physical labor type work for my job. But I've always been youthful and healthy looking. That's what I've been told. I still get “But you look so good” which means they have a hard time believing I could be so sick. Well, I work on it before I go out! LOL! It would be a shock to someone who knows me if they were to stop by unexpectedly.;) I probably would not open the door. I get so tired of trying to explain what's wrong with me and try to avoid the subject unless it's really necessary.
So that's me in a nutshell. I left a lot of symptoms and problems out for now. I had no idea ABX was being used for autoimmune diseases until I stumbled across this site.
Anyone want to take a gander at what came first……… the auto-immune stuff or the Lyme? Or did I have auto-immune issues and then it was topped off by Lyme? I'm hoping the Lyme caused it and I can get at least somewhat better with the antibiotic regimen. Here's hoping!!
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